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2006-01-24T19:32:00.000-08:00

www.bittenbythegreeneyemonster.blogspot.com

my new blog. but dont expect to see nice skins and stuff though. lazy me decided to honour some of blogger.com's wonderful skins. :) puke.

2006-01-07T09:43:00.000-08:00

i shall blog.. cos im forced to by the QUEEN.. that narnia freak lo. haii. wad to sae. i digged my nose scratched my butt and pooped..
yaaaaa. i read NYP booklet. maybe im going to study.. no.. i dunno. i have nothing to sae.. i talking to jiayi on the phone. oh! someone's chatting w me! hold on..oh aaron.. army boy... trallalla.
i wanna go nyp n sp's open hse. lol...
jiayi wants to study diploma in media and communication. yaa. woahhh. filmmakin shit stuff.. i hear u yawning. lol! or nautical studies she saes. she saes become captain or navigation officer,,! jiayi?! no la.. cannot be. the ship sink she'll freak out not she's scared of death but she scared that the water'll ruin her hair right.AERONAUTICAL she saes again. waaa.. AEROSPACE.. many ppl wanna study that i heard.
ok thats the end of my entry

2006-01-03T07:12:00.000-08:00

i went bowling today. haha. 1st time in many many many years. i got a 9lb ball. thought it was heavy at first. well, it's ok after a while. i totally sucked at first. i got like zeros all the way haha. but i improved (of course!) i got strike one ok! one strike and one spare. hmm. then dinner. haha. went to timezone to waste time. i sae these two guys play hse of the dead 4. im impressed. hmm. they completed the game. the game's like resident evil. zombies and stuff. haha..

i want to revamp my room. i got 2 wadrobe. shall throw all those clothes i dont want away and throw one of the wadrobe away. haha. then can have more room. throw that ancient hi-fi set away and that mini table away. hmm. then buy stencils and decorate the walls. put up photos and stuff. and make room for MY laptop. gotta wait till like march den can get my lappy. cos my bro going to aussie for his air force training and stuff. he says he need it to study but i reckon he wants it to entertain himself there la. nvm. see him small small. den keh kao with him. hahas. den i'll buy Sims2 and Need for speed the game. haha. maybe warcraft. i'll consider. hmm. den train dota and thrash all the guys.. MWAHAHA. but that is highly unlikely anyway since i totally suck at gaming..

i must find a job. even that chewy monster got a job. cannot lose. must find job. and of cos i need income man. im a poor lil pre-poly kiddo. i neeeeed MONEY. i need a job actually. im bored.
haha. sch reopen but im still at hm hahaha. cos i no need to go sch. =p. hahahhaha, sch reopen is another sign. means im gonna get my result really really soon. which i totally dread. oh man... this sucks... sheesh...

2006-01-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

i have a friend whom i really treasure. but i cant say if its a two way thing. well, what makes a best friend you ask? hmm. trust? i think in a relationship the most important thing to me is trust. although we do have fun together and stuff but then... our relationship seems... like...

2005-12-10T00:52:00.000-08:00

haha. i dun think anyone ever reads my blog. hmm. lets see. what shall i blog today.. well.. lets talk about prom. it's okae. i just didnt like the food too much.. other sch ppl pay $60 and have waiters serving them but not in ytss hell.. we were suppose to get our own food. (actually our dates/guy friends got for the gals*lol*)
x'mas cominggg.. heyaahhh. wooh. i'm dreaming of a white x'mas... arghh. i kinda sick abt ppl asking me abt church.. damn.. stop asking me abt my boyfriend. it isnt abt him that i stopped attending church.. darnn..
jiayi jiayi jiayi.. im sure you've seen this skin ehh? im just to lazy to hunt for a new one.. lols... i want a new phone.. who wants to buy me a new phone? hmm? hhahaha.. i need to footwear and clothes too.. not that i go out alot.. but i just want new stuff.. hahhaa..

2005-11-09T22:28:00.000-08:00

my blog's not dead.. just cant be bothered to update cos i think my com's graphic card died or something so my com's colour looks disgusting. im free! okie. halfway free. no more english physics chem math pp1 ss chi~! woohoo. but tml math pp2. i've got a feeling im gonna die when i get my results. i feel that i've screwed the paper up la. plus so many ppl kept on going like " paper damn easy la blah blah blah" damn! if moderation ah sure die one la. got bell curve. arghhh. i just want all B3 den im uber satisfied. i dun deserve more anyway. have been slacking all along and stuff. so terrible. everyone's like mugging etc but im like lazing ard everyday. oh mann. jiayi lend me some of your luck. im still having Os and im already planning for my life AFTER oS!
hahha
-new phone
-clothes.
-vacation job
-slack
-cut my hair or something la. it's looking like crap
-money
-tamagotchi
-camera?! i dunno la. anything
-lose weight. been sitting down and doing nth for the past year im just a lump of fats now.
-pick up tennis again. or maybe squash. we'll see..
-money
-throw away all my sec books
-buy books!!!! must.-autobiography of a geisha
-walk my dog.
-buy a new leash for my dog.
-money
-buy more fish to accompany my big fish.
-don't study.
-hope that the o level marker likes my name and handwriting and give me more marks
-kiss yishun town goodbye! (woohooo)
-aloha life in poly.. (sigh)
ya. that's abt it. i think .. hmm. of how im gonna spend my holidays. ya.. yeahhhh
three cheers for holidays
im kinda worried if i can make it the poly or not. i dunno laaa. scared worried. what ifs always makes me real scared and worried. what if my compo is outta point and i fail my compo and i didnt do well for my compre and i fail it. WHY did i get scared during the o levels orall.. arghhh should have remained calm like in the prelims.. ahhhhh. dun think. i'll throw all negative thoughts outta my mind. think happy thoughtts. brrrr.

2005-11-03T05:14:00.000-08:00

i think that all conflicts are just due to misunderstandings. but damn who cares la. doesnt matter to me. haha. it just so weird that all of us were such good friends but nw its changed. changed. hmm. well well well.. maybe thats how things suppose to go?

2005-10-29T19:30:00.000-07:00

watched 5 ppl you'll meet in heaven ytd. was quite ok. hmm. went on friendster cos i too darn bored to study ya. saw angel's profile. kinda sad, afterall we were once good friends. i don't understand why did she break ties w all of us and listened to her boyfriend. a dropout and jobless. u relies on her boyfriend completely. won't she feel ashamed when ppl start asking her about her qualifications? i know i will. i feel sad..benny benny benny. i know i wont let my boyfriend control me even if i like him alot. there's always a limit and there's a thin line between caring and controlling that ppl must understand. hmm but then again who am i to comment.. haha.. she seems to enjoy it.

Os.. arghhh. just faster come and faster go. cannot take it ah.. my dog os staring at me. maybe she's hungry. haha.. gettin over a loss is not easy.. like my loss for my memory cardd....

2005-10-26T20:35:00.000-07:00

shall blogg. im so sian. have to go study later.. finally graduateD! woohooo.. i lost my memory card for my cam.. i left it in the kiosk. damn. so sad laa.. all the photos i took on grad day is all gone and i dunno how to tell my dad that i've lost it.. arghh. bored. o levels is in 11 days. cannot take it anymore.. slacking more and more as the days to Os inches near. i dunno y.. shaalalala.. shall study chemistry today.. and math. ahhhhh.. laaaaaa. gotta do art soon.. horrible.. horrible. cant wait for Os to end so i can embrace the holidays. then can earn MONEY. mwahaha. i want a new phone. but i dun think i can afford it in the near future.. gotta buya memory card back and secretly put it back in the phone... :) smileys.. o levels, haiii.

2005-09-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

i'm so gonna screw tml's mcq sci test. i didnt revise at all. i feel so down today. i don't know why. maybe is because of jiayi's blog nigel's blog because of everything? i dunno. i exchange the life i had before for what i have now. now i ask myself. is it worth it all. i kinda lost the friends that i treasure most. i didnt literally lose them but i feel that the chemistry is gone. i know im the cause of it. but.. well. whatever. i miss god. but i don't wanna go back. blame it on my pride. or maybe i feel ashamed to go back or face anything. i feel worn out. nights.

2005-08-27T19:53:00.000-07:00

bored. shall blog. everyone is so engrossed in the teachers day performance. well, i don't think most of them are performing cos they really appreciate the teacher's help. at least i know most of my cls mates isnt (that includes me). i just find it fun, to do something as one class. i like the feeling of unity and the sense of achievement went everything runs through smoothly. almost all the graduating class have conflict amongst themselves. everyone took this performance so seriously like as if it's a competition. i admit my cls dance is a bit lame and kinda stupid but at least we're different. at least we know ppl will enjoy it. and not another boring year packed with boA songs and bimbotic girls dancing to it. come on. everyone knows that they are just flauting their bodies and dance moves. 4 straight years of those kinda dance. it's now becoming a custom for them. juniors seeing their seniors doing that then they'll do it too. it's a never ending cycle. damn, wont mrs Lee get sick of it! last year their puny skirts were too short and when they danced everything can be seen. mr tan got cross and commanded the teachers to check on all of our attire this year. hahha. but then again i bet most of the guys didnt mind that blooper last year eh. lol. lallaaa. so another year goes by.. sheesh. im bored of all these bull. im sure my cls will screw up on that day. i soo know it. many clsses have cls conflict but my cls didnt :p... until ytd. -.- well, cos someone already decided on what he wanted to wear. then kinda insisted on it. formal wear, which most guys did NOT have. that pissed most of the guys off. sheesh. then girls. ahh. shall not talk bout it. just stupid. hhaha.
hmm. i've blogged enough

2005-08-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

this is my art. hahahs. i sweated blood to complete this. cant see that cleary cos the art room was darn cramp and this is the best i can take.

2005-08-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

ahha. above. tan hankiat. my dear boi. fairrr. like china boi. well. vball, what do u expect? :\ Indoor cca. Even im darker than him!

this is me and jiayi. after church.
ages since i last updated so i shall update.
i got a B3 for chinese. :| aiya. i thought can A2. hha. but im so wrong. thenn lidat larh. principal came in todae. scolded us (again). blah blah blah. lessons sucked- duh. 3 ppl didnt come sch. lala. dal zul & FAISAL.

2005-07-23T10:13:00.000-07:00

i feel peeved. that's all im gonna say..
well..

2005-07-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

"You Found Me"

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

2005-07-03T03:58:00.000-07:00

Look. this is not MY dog. i found it in the lift.. well i didnt exactly find it, nadia did. she didnt dare to touch it. so she called me. 1045. i was reading going to slp soon. then she called me to take it out. so i went into the lift and dragged this big cardboard box out and stared inside. there's this cloth bag inside and something is inside and it's alive. =| blog lter. i go watch AI

2005-06-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

si jiayi.. da bian wrong ah.
so evil. i aint going sch tml. IF i dont feel well.

2005-06-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

i cant leave my hse. cos i need to use the toilet. food poisoning i think. hmm. must be the hum frm the laksa la. =|

2005-06-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

im sick of sight without a sense of feeling. - How you remind me. Nickleback.
i think i look like i have some disease u know. i look @ my shouler blade i feel like puking. patches. patches. shudders. but then when u stare at it long enough u just cannont resist peeling and scratching. ahh. whatever i just scratched and ripped the skin off. huge flakes. quite disgusting la. my mum couldnt stand it. when i peel she felt that it hurt so she couldnt stand it. hahas. @ 1st i thought it hurt but then i didnt feel a thing la. it doesnt hurt at all. but its just uncomfortable. u're like peeling yr own skin. like some pyscho. nvm la. since its ugly i shall let it be really ugly laaa. ohh. my brother just woke up. the pilot-wannabe. hmm. don't know if he can make it or not. he has gone through the 2 rounds. 1st one i dont know what then the 2nd one is interview and he got in. joining the youth flying club doesnt help much. theres this guy he's frm the youth flying club but he didnt get in. tsk tsk. if my brother makes it for the next test which is some medical thingy. then he'll be going to aussie for 2 years training then after 2 years he's a PILOT. lols. but the thing is he has to be commander commando whatever. i cant remb. erm. the cream of the crop. dahhh/ brrr.
i wish sch will reopen now. i wanna study. cos im sick of sitting @ home watching tv. anymore tv i'll puke. i've watched 2 boxes of vcds. im just eating and watching tv. watch tv tv tv.

2005-06-22T01:02:00.000-07:00

i am PEELING. like a snake. my shoulders.. it's charred. like literally. totally disgusting. can see all those white patches. cos i kinda peeled em off. it's starting to itch cos it's really dry. argh. i cant peel it now. gotta control. sheesh. nahhh. >:|
they're all backkk. frm their field trips. i thought Mt K was quite fun. saw the photos they posted like quite fun la. haiya. shld hve went. but then again i confirm cannot make it de la. their training so tough. i prolly just die there at the foot of the Mt. climbing bt timah HILL is already a big problem for me. hmm. but in exchange for sense of achievement. i might be worth it afterall huh. well never mind. i wanted to sign up for Sarawak. they were WAY short of ppl. so if i signd up im sure i could go. but in the end i was too lazy to even fill up the application form. sheesh. talk about laziness. ahhas. China, they has way too many applicants. =| all wanted to see some crouching tiger dragon nonsense gouge i guess. i totally forgot what was the name. i chatted with wenting online that day when she was in China. she told me that ms chiang couldnt stop yakking abt some geographical crap until the wee hours of the night. hahas. torture to the history students. that's ms chiang.
i hate this june holidays. hold on. i dont think it's even fit to be called holidays. i spent like 3/4 of it in sch painting that stupid piece on canvass which i doubt i can even obtain a B4. pure madness. why did i choose canvas. then ms grace kwa, asked me to come back today to paint the stupid additional butterfly that would bring out my work n to see my board. so i woke up at 815 -.- and went to sch. to my horror... onli 2 of my clsmates came back cos their painting aint complete. sheesh. and ms kwa didnt even come today. i was cheated..... darnn. curses. grumbles. so i sat there a while slacked abit and chatted with meijin and talked abt her. she was talking to me abt er dengue fever stuff. how boring it was to be sitting in the hospital with an auntie. ahhh. yadda yadda. yak yak. so i went home watched tv. im flicking the channels frm mtv to channel 5 to channel 8 to channel u to kids central over and over again.
im sure it's pretty obvious that im really bored cos u dont see me publishing such a long entry often eh. hahas. im really bored and im having fun typing. its at least better than flicking channels about. oh well. type next time. i ran outta stuff to type...

2005-06-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

lalallaa. that weirdo with 5 colours in her hair. =| nah nahh. ah huh. hmm
okie. i havin PIMPLES ahhhh. cannot stand IT! arghghghhghg. i wish there's this "sticker" thing where i just stick it and pimples, acnes, blackheads all come off. come on scientist. work on it. it'll earn ya tons of money. shucks. im so unevenly tanned. cannot make it. my face. oh no. the skin is peeling. my nose. if i peel anymore i think my whole nose will just get peeled off together with the skin. my face is so dry. i should have brought an umbrella to sentosa and not have any contact with the sun like that lady then. humph. should have used my brains a lill bit more and bring sunBLOCK lotion. not tan. block out all the harmful UV rays, kill my skin. dry my skin. darn. curses. if onli i applied SOMETHING moisturiser suntan sunblock lotion. oh man whatever then this wouldn't have happened. ahhhh. im peeling i have pimples. this is by far the worst condition my skin has ever undergo. haii. teenage years is so unpredictable. puberty and stuff. pimples and lousy complexion. tsk tsk.

2005-06-14T10:45:00.000-07:00

i shall blog. it's now 1.45am. finally i don't have to go to school tmr! freedom. i'm uber sick and tired of school and of art. it's killing me. i cannot stand looking at my canvas piece again. no more painting for me ever again. ah huh. im pretty tired. haha. my dog's sitting beside me. panting away. i do not know why. hahas. i finally can wake up later than 9 tmr! hahahs. gosh. finally my brother's hm. im tired. i shall go sleep soon. very soon. VERY soon. im rubbishing away. i just feel like crapping. so im just wasting my time my energy. type type type. someone's looking at me blogging. it's so weird. i feel uncomfortable. that freak is tickling me. well at least he's attempting to tickle me. but of cos failed. cos im too bleedin smart for him. i outsmart outwit him. HAHA. SORE LOSER

2005-05-31T04:11:00.000-07:00

EVERYDAY art. cannot tahan

2005-05-29T23:05:00.000-07:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

2005-05-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

im so darn full. ate sakae sushi buffet with chews, zhao, xiaoyang and kristy
so full. laugh till vomit. ahhhh. sians.. we eat majiam begger lidat.. =|

2005-05-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

i dunno wad to blog/
i just feel like typing
so i shall
type type,
"the world is black"
haha wad a dark song huh.
so saddist like that.
but it's nice la. haha
i'm loving it.

2005-05-09T22:27:00.000-07:00

Boy oh boy! i'm SIXTEEN
X)
finally i'm LEGAL to watch NC 16 shows.
PS: too bad nigel!
hhaa. YES
kingdom of heaven, hse of wax. i'm legal.. yeahh
woohoo.
but the thing i hate about birthdays is the culture of being whacked
and they whack real hard and good.
esp ziqi.
boy was that torturing. =/
chewting was the runner up.
i give u chance dun smack u during yr bday den u step over my head ha

2005-05-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

new phone new phone XD
n3230.
haha.
it's my birthday present.
i promise i will not change my phone so often.

2005-04-27T05:41:00.000-07:00

alritey. im here to blog. well at least to show my blog's not dead.
mid year is next week!
arhrhghhsgsd
waD?~!?!?!
o levels~!?!?!~@?~!@
gosh!
darnnnn
wake up wake up.

2005-04-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

feeling so lethargic.
don't feel like going out.
probably is because my neck's hurting
=\
well.
hmmm.
hhaa.
i feel old.
im SIXTEEN
well. almost.
15plus.
ahahs.
im using those stick on medicated thingy.
i feel old
but it feel good.
my shoulder blade and neck had been hurting for quite awhile
im tired.
i dun feel like doing aniting
today seems like such a great day to slack

2005-04-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

had pe today. was really torturing
managed to squeeze a pass =)
felt as if my heart had cramps -.-
went to water cooler to drink.
haha! there wasnt anyone so i can hog it as long as i want!
-evilluff.
*drinking
saw someone beside me
was thinking who was it
stranger:eh hankiat. faster leh
me: looked up shocked and almost died... it was KAYSENG -.-
me: how do YOU know
known stranger aka kayseng: oh my WHOLE cls knows about it
me: oh man.
me: walks away and hoping that the world would open up a hole a swallow me up

The above conversation had been altered to protect the privacy of victims. ahem *me.
i felt like dying while walking back to class.
man do i feel embarrassed or WHAT?

2005-04-06T04:44:00.000-07:00

sians.
my stupid fone.
spoiled.
nw using 3310.
-.-
sighh
not a good day for me
i failed my GEOGRAPHY test.
i cant believe it!
my geo is almost gone.
i haf PE, CHI TEST n TRANSFORMATION test.
sad laa.
thu suck

2005-04-05T07:59:00.000-07:00

so i try to hold on to a time when nth mattered
and i cant explain what happened.
i cant erase the things i've done. - untitled: Simple Plan

yawn
sch is so darn tiring.
wipes sweat.
tue onli?!
oh well. 2 down. 3 to go.
well. well.
then. self study.
study
mug mug. study
o levels
chi
mug mug
study
=)

2005-04-03T07:50:00.000-07:00

REd rain rawked!
they were totally cool lar. i love stevieee. he's so cute!
i loved it when he did his solo bass part. he can sing so well!
hahss.
3 days straight of red rain and i still want more!
15!
15!
i can smell 20!
it's soooo closee! i can feel it.
20!

2005-03-31T03:41:00.000-08:00

i love school to bits.

i hope self-deception works. =arghhh! the chinese test today.... the han zi! i got it. then i cancelled away and wrote the wrong one! darn.
*bangs wall
i must pass this chinese paper. MUST. at least get a B.

tml is RED RAIN!
woooh. the long awaited RED RAIN is fianlly here.
YES.

there is self-study. might as well call it self torture. not much of a difference anyway.
Crystal just lent me a new book. Paradise. *raises brows.
and i lent her my memoirs of a geisha. the book she lent me is extra thick.
i'll probably take more than 2 weeks to finish it.

TML IS FRIDAY.
ONE WORD FOR ALL YOU SCHOOLING PEOPLE.
PERSEVERE.

2005-03-29T03:10:00.000-08:00

haii. i hate art. sheesh. today, not my day.
had to sit on the floor thanks to some ppl. that Ms low....
she's so irritatinggg.. i cant stand another day to have physics lesson with 4e4. so argh. i dun like the ava roommm. had art till 6. so horrible. well, lucky ms tan let me go home early today provided i have to do a chinese compo for her during self study. self study! argh. till 6 everyday! everyday! gosh. is it hard being a sec 4 or is it hard being a sec four. -.- sheesh. give us a break mann.
im just feeling down for today. it's just the weekday blues that's killing me.
im seeing the chi teacher everyday after sch in a desprate attempt to save my chinese. all i expect is a B3. nth more nth less. she wants me to get an A2. whew. she must be so outta her mind. =\

2005-03-26T07:47:00.000-08:00

wooh. i wanna buy tamagotchi! yes!
i mean ittt! lols *blooooop.
everyone go buy tamagotchi and let them mate. evil luffs.
i havent do hw. =sheesh. tired. yawn
i dunno if i hate or love my new cls seating arrangement.
everyone is sitting in pairs now.
and my class has 39 ppl.
and i am the ermm. fortunate one that has all the space in the world cos im sitting alone!
lol, si mdm chan. =hhaa. cant copy hw larhs.
nvmm. i shall tok to my table when im bored! grins.
mwahaha. hi table. im bored. whatcha doing.
chair'll do fine too. hi chair! math is really hard to do huh.
lols.
im outta my mind.
EASTER!
where's the egggss?!
hmm. stereotype.
but i wan coulourful eggs larh.
i shall buy cushion and put it at my seat. make it comfortable!
the water cushion. lols.
gd idea ehs?
yawn
*bloooop

2005-03-25T02:39:00.000-08:00

man. today is so not a day for buffet. well for me.
haa. *sniffs
the air is so polluted. ahahs. im bored.
i like guangliang's tong hua. i like the lyrics more actually.
potato's sending me guangliang's another song.
im evolving into a pig. eat sleep and eat and sleep.
yawn.
laaaa.
chi Os coming. and i m still not studying yet. and i am so dead.
darnn. ART! i havent start doing the layout yet. im so dead.
Kwa's going to kill me. i know.
haa. i shall give in crap work then.
art is such a leech.

2005-03-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

im tired! *wipes sweat.
today was sports day! haha. didnt run this year.
spectator for 4 YEARS! MWAHAHa.
wanted to watch Hitch today with Leo Samana and Chew chew but PS was flooded.
so... we went to pastamania to eat. despite being sooo full i ate creamy chicken and 2 pieces of pizza. wheew.
anyway, i love fish. bloop bloop
i love that game. totally rox. next tym ask leonard or samantha to lend u their palm (3rd palm)
and play. fell in love with it =D
so funn. fun fun fun! bloop blooop.
eat fishies eat!

2005-03-15T02:13:00.000-08:00

Memoirs of a Geisha is by far one of the best books i had ever read.
it's so nice..
really.
though sister evelyn told me it's not real but its still so nice.
haiii.
i hate to finish that book.
its just so nice. cos u literally feel yr life flowing through it la.
then when u finish reading it u'll feel as if a part of u has just been torn out.
i love that book.
Sayuri. Nobu. Chairman. Mameha. Hatsumomo. Pumpkin.
=\

2005-03-12T08:06:00.000-08:00

*kisses iPod*
finally u're in my hands! mwahahahaha! evil lufs
=D
RED RAIN!
woooh!
cant wait cant wait!
without red rain i wont be here.
without red rain i wont know hoGc.
without red rain i wont know Him.
therefore, i LOVE red rain
and u should come and know them
and Love them too. XD

2005-02-26T09:38:00.000-08:00

bye iPod.
sigh.
installments dont work either.
i really want it.
=haii.
nvm. =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ ==

im so disappointed laaaaaa

2005-02-13T08:19:00.000-08:00

=D wooohh. fool of everyoneeeeee.

yeahhhh. B-IC with jiayii.
i love to suntan. suntan tan tan tannn.
im tanned
but it's not enoughh
i wan moreee
morreeee!
hahaa. super fun.
palawan beachh.
when u see me say i look tanner. it'll make me happie.
svc was good. lalaaas.
term test. yawnn
nvm.
hahaaa. joggin tml.
jog joggg.
tanning. hmmm =after term test.
i love the sun sand seaa.
starting to love the outdoors.

2005-02-10T21:06:00.000-08:00

rawking to the tune Last Train Home by Lost Prophets

bahhs. the CNy celebration was a total FLOP! horrible! the worst worst worst ever concert i've ever been to. The hosts were mumbling to themselves. The host can throw papers into the curtains while talking. Mdm Tang was far to obvious on trying to shoo them back. She was like acting "children it's time to visit your grandparents." She's like insulting us la, to think we will fall for that? she must really think we have low IQ. and the choir was the JOKE of the day. yi zhi ha ma yi zhang zui liang zhi yian jing si tiao dui bu tong bu tong tiao xia shuii~~ pretty retarded huh? band was ok. chinese dance was scary. their costumes reveled their mid riff. while they were dancing and streching you can see how scarily THIN they are. not slim but THIN. the ribcage and stuff. eeww. concert was short dumb and boring. boring.
i think i like sponge bob square pants. i think i like him alot alot now. im suddenly in love with sbsp. =D

2005-02-08T07:00:00.000-08:00

I don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulI know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithfulI want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYour beautiful soul, yeahYou might need time to think it overBut im just fine moving forwardI'll ease your mind If you give me the chanceI will never make you cry c`mon lets tryI don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulAm I crazy for wanting youBaby do you think you could want me too I don't wanna waste your timeDo you see things the way I do I just wanna know if you feel it tooThere is nothing left to hideI don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou beautiful soul, yeah

2005-02-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
F_cked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

2005-02-08T06:46:00.000-08:00

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

2005-02-08T02:52:00.000-08:00

haha. jiayi's bday celebration turned out quite good.
except i was shivering like mad when i was toking in front.
lol. i dunno y!
at first before jiayi came out i was quite okay. i could talk and stuff.
but when i saw jiayi come out and i had to read from the script then my hand was vibrating like mad!
so embarrassing!
lol.
haha. but nvm.
yeahh. finally done with the new year shopping =D
i think jay chou is so good looking!
haha
he's more and more good looking.
*sigh.
oh yaa. back to reality..
im hungry. waiting for the re-union dinner to start.
steam boat.
hmm. yumm.
i can smell it from hear. im so exciteD!
let's see. my wish list
-mp3! urgently need it!
-skater shoes
-skate board
-more tops
-more bottoms
-sum41 cd
-simple plan cd
-heeleys!!
-SB =)
-sponge bob merchendise
-bemudes, 3/4s
-bag! bag! bag! -> i need a bag larhhh!!
-a walk to remember vcd/dvd
-ladder49 vcd/dvd
hmm. that's my wish list FOR NOW. haha.
it'll grow.

2005-01-27T19:41:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day is round the corner.
i've got no boyfriend
no dates
no nothing
BUT!
i dont want a boyfriend
i dont want a date
i dont want anything!
lol.
im happily free this year
past few years i will always dread V day.
hahaa.
but not this year =)
i'm dating O levels this year.
he's really possesive and stuff
so i gotta put my heart into him you see.
oh wells.
i love o levels.

2005-01-22T01:26:00.000-08:00

Thank You, Lord for everything.
in Your name we'll take Ytss.
For You.

2005-01-20T08:31:00.000-08:00

what a day! not a great day. but it's okay. whole of 4e3 were like in a bad mood today. we were asked to stay back after assembly then in the parade square we kinda split up into 8 rows. hurdled together. with 8 HOD and senior teachers surrounding us. it was like woah. so scary/ super pressure i tell u. cos alot of us didnt hand in math wksheet. ms chan fk pao us. ms chiang oso. great. scold scold scold. hais. sae we arent serious we should buck up O levels n stuff. the usual. then 13 people who handed in homework late or didnt hand in were suspended. crap huhh? they had no testimonial except chewtheng. she explained herself and managed to save her testimonial. well. as a form of punishment we all had to write a page long reflection. i kinda cheated leavin huge spaces and line. =p. lol. i have nth to sae actually. bad day for 4e3 i must say. but all of us are really improving lars. but last class is always the last class is teacher's eyes but we dont really care. haha. we just love ourselves. cos we totally rawk! i love 4e3/ they're like so niceeee =D
nexttt. art. stayed back super late. as usual cos of ms kwa. she's sucha pain in the neck. feel like flicking her away like a scab. hahas. so irritating laaar. lesson SHOULD end at 415/ buutt she releases us at like 530? do u know how horrible art is?! haiyohss.
went home got stuff n wanted to head for the gym. lol. but when me chew n nigel reached there it was like flooded. when we walked past we saw this girl using a machine n we were mimicking her! lols. we were behavin like total shit heads la. haha. but it was fun. decided to go for a run n shant gym. changed n did warm up. we were cracking ourselves up la. laughing like 3 mad ppl. before we even started running i was already gasping for air laa. trying to breathe and laugh at the same time is not tat easy. haha. okiee! time to announce something amazing lar. I COMPLETED MY 2.4KM RUN! wooh. today ran 2.4!~ without stopping. my first time. really high! *beams. im so proud of myself! =P yupp. happy laa. den i ran another round too. it was soo great. haha. long day but i had fun lar. =) i went home today, tired but HAPPY! hahas.

2005-01-15T17:56:00.000-08:00

You Are a Retrospective Soul

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Ripped it off sumone's blog. lol. cant remb hu too. lol.

2005-01-15T17:21:00.000-08:00

Argh. i need breathing space! i can't take it laaaa. i need privacy. i HATE ppl to look at my stuff without my permission. Esp my hp and friendster larr. damn... -.-
but nvm. i got sth to be happy abt, n i shan't tell u.

2005-01-08T08:43:00.000-08:00

i like CG. haha. feels so gd. lol. i like service too! wahahs.! i love o levels. i cant wait for it to come! come and go of cos! lol!

2005-01-06T04:16:00.000-08:00

la! sch reopened. finally blogged. a few days ago was busy doing hw n studying. i flunked my chem test! y?!?! i had a mental block. i couldn't believe it! i wrote potassium as P and not K! wad is wrong with me? argh! okie. i really don't like chess. but i shall stay despite ms koh warning me and threatening to sack me. just tolerate and things would go. it's gonna step down. persevere. hais. i've found joy in doing art! lol. esp using colour pencils. i think im quite good with colour pencils actually! haha. oh well. but im not gonna take art THAT seriously. im gonna concentrate on other sub. i wanna go JC. i wanna go AJC. haiyo. long way to go. if i can just get a 15 for Os i'd be over the moon. now in the study mood. haha! the feeling of sec4 rocks. where u get pressure n u gotta study. it just keeps me going la! haaaaaaa. i love sec4 life! im looking forward to Os. although it's scary but haha. im gonna have fun while preparing for Os! =D but homework is killing me. buutttt! it's good for me. *shrugs. okie la. tata. till next tym

2005-01-01T20:00:00.000-08:00

laaaa. i'm not affected. lalalaaa.! *covers ears* ahhhhhhhhh! lol. integration is peanuts. peeeeeeaaaannnnuttttssssss!! it's easy. just chill. nahahahaaaa.! do ever wonder y farts smell? hmm and belge doesn't smell that weird. hmmm. =\ =D okiees. cya den. till next time. ~!. -walks away...

2004-12-30T07:08:00.000-08:00

okie. tsunami is the freakiest thing of the year. darn it. it's so irritating. i cannot stand it. ppl die and stuff. i feel very irritated when i see this. i mean at some place ppl are like dying, those with their loved ones missing are crying their eyeballs out. the most revolting thing is to see ppl here enjoying and having fun. as if nothing happened. haii. nahh. it's not their fault. but don't you feel very helpless? oh well. i donated loadsa my clothes to em. mmmm.
apple totally disgust me. looks very revolting and totally turns me off. i will never eat another apple in my life. haaa. if i remb i dun like apple. hmmm. laaaa.
poor aaron. haaaa. army life must have sarked eh? pathetic kid. i bet he's missing his snooker to bits. lol.
what's the best thing that happened to you in 2004? mmm. i saw a qn someone put online. well, that person is so pathetic. the best thing that happened to him was just knowing another gal. like how good is that -_-? yawnn. the best thing that happen is definatly getting saved! nothing beats knowing Him. i prob be sucidal now. haha. under depression and crying my eyeballs out when my dear ex-boyfriend ditched me. =D oh well. i rawk.

2004-12-29T09:17:00.000-08:00

puke bloods at appleS.

2004-12-27T08:17:00.000-08:00

just finish QT...! i feel so highhhh high highhhhh! lol. can't wait for heart awards. cant wait cant wait. haaaaaa. yeahhhhhhhh. cos i wanna get him back. i can't believe it. he's like a total U1. oh well. almost a U1. lol. it's no wonder he's my mei mei. lol. aiyooo. i love him to bits laa. i duno leh. the joy when he says he wants to come back. it's like poof. ohh man. i love him laaa. must come back. i'm gonna put all my heart into him. must make sure he stays n take yishun town with us! mwahahahahaha. we need guys frm ytss. lol. and he is perrrfecct! he plays bball which totally appeals to both male n female population in my sch. haha. so next tym he bring all the bballers frm ytss to church. lol. ahhhhh. im so excited. ahhh. ahhhhhhhh. haha. i just can't contain my excitment today. i love my life. i love it love love love. ahhh. it ain't smooth but it just rox. haaaaaaaaa. i love to QT. and i think i am mad n im high. n i am gonna stop blogging byyeeeee

2004-12-26T19:25:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna blog a long entry. a long long lonnngggggg entry. cos i noticed i always blog like about 2 sentences? so im gonna be long winded and kinda crap thru it. but darn. i got nth to say. well, x'mas fine. okieee laaaa. oh man. i love the rose la. so nice. lol. and those x'mas cards were nice too. lol. ohh well. i think my com is like gonna crash soon. i can feel it. i probably passed my cough over to it. =\ shikai n bernie finally came. wooh. i really hope they'll come back next week... hmm. anyways. shikai totally loved the praise songs. haha. and he like testimonies too. lol. bernie felt everything was okay. haaaaaa. bahaha. but the 1st tym i came i thought i looked totally dumb esp during praise n worship. ppl were like jumping n i was like standing there stunned. man. lol. a year has past so quickly huh? i bet u can still remember what u were doing last x'mas. lol. last x'mas i was also in the city! and i was in PS too. lol. ermm yaa.
my mum thinks im acting cool. lol. whenever she asks me something i won't ans. haaaaa. well. the fact is im too lazy to ans her. bahhh. i prefer to think than to talk or write. -.- ermm. yaaa. i'm bored. im hungry. hmmmmmm. i shall go food hunting. this entry is long enough already. =D

2004-12-25T21:16:00.000-08:00

x'mas is over. haaaa. cool.

2004-12-22T08:34:00.000-08:00

oh man
i have the urge
the urge
to...
to...
SNACK
noooo!
i told myself to quit midnight snacking
i can't resist it. im gonna snack
*goes n take food*
(comes back with honey stars)
smileee =D
hmmm

2004-12-21T04:39:00.000-08:00

notice a new fetus? it's GREEN that's why i chose it and it's a may fetus ! haha. and it's quite hot rite? i see nai nai n jiayi having it. and i'm sick of sea monkey. it's so irritating. cheat me of my $30! darn. went church then leonard's house for follow up. cool. haa.
i'm tired. so tired. so very tired. i am never NEVER EVER gonna talk on the phone till so late. i hate to feel tired. yawn. *bloodshot eyes.* sigh. i love my fone to bitss. =D heh heh. u love it too right? cos' it's simply IRRESISTABLE LA!

2004-12-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

oh man. not in the right state of mind again.
duhh.
haaaaaa
church church church!
i wanna go hang out in church tml! =D
bwahaha!
nah nah nahhh.
BAHHHHH!
shhhh
=D
yesssss!

2004-12-18T07:59:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey. haha. so long since i last updated. bah. youth camp rox. totally brought me up to a whole new level. so cool. really cool. yup. and i know more ppl too. ohh ya! i also found out that i actually have an evil twin.. and she's yolanda. haha. i'm her evillele twin. haha. yup. no typo error, im her evillele twin. it was just a word yolanda made up. nonsensical. but really, we have loadsa similairities and it's rather sscary. haha. lol. well, jiayi (hong) is the evillele twin of jiayi (chen). haha. ytss n mgs.. seeing double?? lol. cool. pretty funny eh?
went to eat at this buffet thingy at suntec. it was ok la. haha. ohh ya! i gotta a new fone i gotta new fone! =P yesh! SL65!!!! woot! celebration. bahhahah.

anyway, i find ppl who type LiDiSs hIgHlY iRrITaTiNg. EsPeCiAlLy wHeN tHeY sAe I lUbB eUu` i MiSh eUu` mUaH* it's so irritating! it's this ah lian ah beng font thingy. and the worse thing is they can't spell. i mean those minor minor mistakes is alright. but please. not those major grammer or spelling mistake that even a P1 kid can spot. i find guys hu decorate their friendster account highy sissish*--> self invented word. i mean decorate as in ThIs FoNt N tiSh lINgO. y add a H is tis n make it tIsH!. luBbiNg eUu tIlL ThE eNd oF TyM. like wad?! their end of time is like 2 months?? they die and come back to life for like ermm 10 tyms?? like c'mon la.. love yr stead till the end of tym when u r 15 or 16?!? hello... get a life... ain't possible.. and y do ppl write YOU as EUU?! YOU! Y-O-U! NOT E-U-U. euu= eww. like eww. i lubb eww. hhaaa.. lubb... LOVE LOVE LOVE. NOT LUBB. can't they spell?! like ppl will look at us and think we r nonsense. we can't spell love we can't spell you. what's wrong with s'poreans. nono. ah lians n ah bengs. the worse of all. some of them can still write that they are not ah lians n ah bengs. wad r we.. retarded?? like duhh.. hhaa. i despise ah lians n ah bengs. they r a total waste of resources in this world. haii.. but.. i still have ah lians n ah bengs frens. but i don't hate them i hate their acts. haha! i'm so irritated by ah lians n ah bengs.

2004-12-12T09:19:00.000-08:00

i like to look back. look back on the good ol' days. sigh. don't you? recently caught up with one of my friend which i knew last year when i was working at BK. haha. looking back u'll see how much you've changed and how much he's changed. but, it's kinda heart warming. =)

2004-12-09T10:08:00.000-08:00

i feel so sad for myself. don't you feel so sad for me now? haha. im crazy and im mad. and i hate myself. i wanna peel my skin out n rip my flesh out n fling it all over the place like robbie williams in his mtv "rock DJ" haha~!!!! yesh!!!... no.. i change my mind. i wanna rip yrs! so scram b4 i kick ya. as i was saying. im crazy and mad. hmm... yes yes. sometyms it shows sometyms it doesnt. hmmm.. yesh.. MWAHAHA.

2004-12-09T09:53:00.000-08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok

nice lyrics? haha. from my fave song of the week. Simple Plan "Welcome to my Life".

2004-12-06T08:05:00.000-08:00

2004-12-01T02:24:00.000-08:00

I'm now at potato's hse. hah. ytd went to watch polar express with nai nai dar jiayi. lol. i did a very dumb thing ytd. haha. we were suppose to go to theatre 5 then when we walked in we kinda missed out the frnk 2 theatres which is 5 &6. After that when i sae at the end was theatre 1-4 i naturally assumed the only theatre i saw was theatre 5 la. but stupid moi, it was actually 6!! Then the rest also quite gong. Followed in. We were sippose to take seat F dunno wad no la. And it was taken. I was VERY VERY irritated la.. But we took the other row which is just behind the row we were suppose to sit. While I was sitting there that time i kept complaining loudly about what ppl should take their own seats and stuff. Dar went to the toilet and went to theatre 5 la and couldn't find us. Jiayi suspected we were at the wrnog theatre and the Incredibles was on! OH NO! haha. but we were so FATED to watch that show. haha. but being nice and honest we went to right theatre cause by taking that 4 seats means there were 4 other ppl who didn't have seats. haha. so we slowly crawled outta the theatre and tried to cover our face as much as possible. lol. Luckily the theatre was kind of dark and we successfully sneaked outta the theatre and escaped scott free. MUAHAHA. In the end in theatre 5 we didnt take the seat we were suppose to seat cos too paisae le la! ya. BUT! polar express oso nice. haha. the graphics hor, aiyo... splendid. it really makes u feel as if u are really there. haha

2004-11-29T18:02:00.000-08:00

Really? alrite fine. u go do yr church stuff. i shan't bother u.

2004-11-29T07:00:00.000-08:00

back frm perth. the place is fun it's quite nice actually. the best was the farm stay i must stay. hmm. well.. did loadsa shopping la. err. well. seems like onli chew remb mi. haha. okie. nvm la. im cool

2004-11-22T20:20:00.000-08:00

bored n nth to do?
go www.happytreefriends.com den u go c the best episode (to mi) [ The Remains To Be Seen]
nice sial.. it's one of the most thrilling episode i must say! Haha. Go take a look eh? Well if u are free.
heh heh. tml going Australia ! kinda excited but actually nt really.. haha.. dumb. bahaha
bored! David Rocco. now his show is on. i still think Jamie Oliver ish better! Though he's erm fatter. BUT~! he's more experience. haha. next time i wanna be one of Jamie's 15. heh ... which is his disciple. wahaha. Then when Jamie cook that time really got alot of style. Yeah! he's the MAN! lol. His accent VERY vERy nice i tell u! the british accent. wah.. sooo nice! haha. if one day i earn enough money i shall umploy him to be my personal chef=P! fat hope eh? nah.. just go his restaurant n eat a meal cooked by him! wah.. nice man! wahaha~~ dorts dorts. waiting fer tym to pass. c'mon move faster la!~ im sian out nw. *burp* *retches* haha. gross hor. i very the sian laa... lalala~..

2004-11-22T08:02:00.000-08:00

weeee~ went [~shopping~] todae
lol
bought a few stuff..
hee... ohh well..
it's fun!
de more stuff de merrier.. hehe
im going to perth in 2 daes tym..
tml wake up go out come back slp den wake up im off to perth!
haha! yeah!!!
haiyoh! ytss mus haf more ppl la!
c'mon man! lol
jiayi wan 10 i wan erm.. 9? lol
just 1 more diff .. lame!
God we ask for 10 in Yishun Town! lol
can 1 can 1! --> sou hor jiayi?
DARN SEAMONKEYS!
so mani mati liao! so sad la..
must mourn 1 min
~
~
~
okie done
Jerald getting his PSLE result tis wed.. haha
wish him luck..
i hope he come ytss.. lol
bring more ppl in esp lower sec
haha..
todae went army market.. dumb place
haha.. i tink quite sian la.. cos nth nice leh.. hmm..
suan le...
*burp*
chao

2004-11-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey hey! sian
darn mp3.. so little songs...=/
hehs..
haiyohh
i wan new fone
i noe i beri ma fan.. alwis change tis change tat
haha..
new target..
beri gd looking de wor
got style
beri shuai
sum of u all might noe
sum of u dunno..
heh heh
hmm
well well
as long as i love can liaoo
yup... =)
guess guess...

2004-11-20T08:05:00.000-08:00

my parents just bought mi a new Mp3..
i wanted the iPod der.. cos got the lime green beri nice
buden
dunno y leh
bought a norm de
small small storage space
nvm laa
i was like throwing tantrums at 1st
den i remb VBS sae honour yr parents
so i shut up
n tok nicely
cos i tot at least they still bought mp3 for mi so be nice n shut up n apreciate it rather den complain
so since they bought for mi tis just use lor
n my dad oso sae
he will buy de iPod or de cReative de
cos he sae he waiting for de price to drop
so im waiting too. haha
=))
im going to perth liao
MUST miss mi
Wed morning flight
i onli bring gifts to those hu miss mi =P
oh well...
im leaving on the 24th.. no VBS for mi
lol.. im leaving on Rendar's bdae..
so sad for him la
no Bday present..
haha..

2004-11-16T21:02:00.000-08:00

2004-11-16T05:44:00.000-08:00

pig of the day belongs to mua
ytd slept at 2 after mua QT
den 12 hrs of slp until 2
haha
den eat watch teebee
den
sleep again.. heh heh
yea..
pig eh
tired la
den just woke up nt long n ate
FISH N CHIPSSSS
hehe
eat eat slp slp
i can feel mua fats building up.. haha

2004-11-14T21:52:00.000-08:00

okaee.
im so darn tired..
actualli im nt darn tired
just kinda tired
just woke up frm a snooze nt long
haha..
went jogging
i suck la. aiyo
i 1 rounds mati
Victor reallie sicko lor.
4 rounds...
rendar is 1/2 a sicko
3 rounds
at least jiayi ish normal.. lol
met jiayi rendar n victor just nw fer run
i was de onli 1 on tym -_-
how ironic huh?
lol. i thot so too
oh well..
den ate breakfast finally!!
mwahaha..
yawns..
my eyes feel so heavy sial
my babies r growing fast arent they?
hmm
=))
smiless=)
aiyaa..
crap leh!
can't go VBS!!!!!!!
VACATION BIBLE SCHOOL
toopid australian trip
den i'll miss a whole week..
might as well nt go.. so.. yarp
2pm on a holidae.. im slacking here...
listening to dumb songs..
i wan sum41 n simple plan disc
im gona buy it when i strike Toto.
so which is nv
y nv buy iPod.
toot sial
make mi happie sia
though nt buy fer mi la..
my daddie buy hor..
den i use lor =Pp
cos dats wad happened to de digi cam.
i used it most of the tym
=D
nw ish "teabreak" tym.. chaos...
*yaWN*

2004-11-12T19:19:00.000-08:00

i love my kids~
haiss..
motherhood is hard..
esp when u haf a colony of kids..
lol..
i dun even noe wad's their gender yet!
they ain't old enuff for mi to tell yet~
hahas..
hu r they??
lol
SEAMONKEYS!
im nt their real mom..
but im their foster mummy..
n i lurve em loads
im crazy im mad
i dun care!
lurvE
im Full of Love..
esp when they're still young~~
great being a momsy~~ haiss..
lol..
love ma Kids~
sign out..

2004-11-11T03:40:00.000-08:00

I SURVIVED THE OVERNIGHT PRAYER MEETING!!! WOOOH!! yeah baby~ haha 8 hours no sleep horh! 8 u noe~~~ frm 10-6... at 1st almost puncture de.. after praying n praise i nv felt so alive during the 8 hrs. prayer meeting totally rox.. prayer is so darn important alrite... so must pray... to charge ourselves up =))
haha
after tat.. de supermans a.k.a jiayi nigel n MI~! we proceeded to.. erhem SENTOSA... bahaha~~ widout a wink of slp.. we super anot?
lol~~ den we went palawan beach n play frisbee... went into the fibre glass containminated water... but the water is darn nice lorrs.. cos the water is shoo clear lor. when u on the shore n can see the clear bluey green water rush up and hit in to the shore.. so nice~~ sighs/ budden i hate
HATE
getting dirty esp with the sand and the seawater
cos when dry..
yr body ish lyk wet wet sticky sticky n sandy lorhh
=D

2004-11-09T23:37:00.000-08:00

weeeeH~!
1st tennis lesson down..
hmms.. nt bad larhss
lol~~
ani1 wanna learn wid mi?
haha.
SEAMONKEY!
i just bought it ytd
=P yeahh~~

2004-11-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

haha.. i have successfully invaded peishan's bloGg w/o her knowing!
haha.. dun be shock peishan. cos i raWkKk...
hehehe. i didnt buy anything todae. sadly.
ok thanks for treating me tml!! hheee...
honey i love u. ' ^.->
well, u rox too. but i rawk more la hor??
=pPpPppPppPpp
i knoe u love me loads too!
cos half of my body fats were contributed by u! >.<
and you're my 'master' ma. =)
shit my sis. she go fix the puzzle den i wan fix the snow white and dwarfs she go complete all that liao. wad the toooooot man! :@
nvm.. suan le.
jus go eat shit and dieee..
k lar. u slp slp slp. all u kneo is slp.
lucke me no watch shark tale.
if not my precioous money gone.
todae i'm blogging another 2 more tyms.
wow. 3 blogs a day!

*jlayl rawkkKkksssSss~!*

2004-11-06T07:02:00.000-08:00

2004-11-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

WOOH.. jus finished watching de show mama mia.. nice anot arh?hmm okie lar.. no laR! nice sia.. so nice! so beri beri nice!!! haha.. im an oldies fan alrite.. so i tink de show totally rox lor!!! muahaha... nicey nicey... muaha.. well.. aniwaes... God bless u guys out dere!! hee... nitex! HAPPY BDAE ZHONG AKA ANGEL (WANG.. =p)

2004-11-03T01:22:00.000-08:00

i hate tis... i hate tis feeling.. shut it off.. shut up.. i dunno wad happened? im sorrie for wad i haf done... if i did sae aniting dat offended u.. im sorry.. im so sorry.. im so so so sorry... sorry.... i noe u care.. n im sorry for wad i've said... sorry...........

2004-11-02T05:42:00.000-08:00

haiyohss...he become "too nice" le.. weird weird... oh wells... i still love him... =)

2004-11-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

Tennis tEnnis teNnis tenNis tennIs tenniS lesson on MONDAY! hee.

2004-10-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

as i walk hm n feel de sand under my slipper crackle.. i look at dis city.. n i start to wonder.. wad is life abt? life is abt preparing for de worse n hoping for de best. dun u tink its reallie exciting? u wont noe wad lies infront of u wid every step u take.. wadeva happens gd or bad.. just smile n tk it in yr stride.. yups.. ppl alz go ard searching for their so-called meaning n motive in life.. well.. i found mine.. which is my lord n saviour Jesus.. i've noticed dat recently i lost Him.. nt exactly lost.. i dun confide n pray n believe in Him like b4.. nw i re-discover n re-find dis lost feeling.. it feels great to noe He's still there for mi when there's a rough patch.. to tink tat i doubted Him.. hw could i? he healed mi frm de emotional scars... i found dis feeling back.. it's nt as WAH like b4.. but i miss dat feeling alot.. nw i found it.. haha.. thnkiew Father.. yesh.. haha...

2004-10-27T23:03:00.000-07:00

sorrie jiayi.. sorrie nigel.. im so sorrie.. tis is de last tym im gonna pang seh u guys.. i'll make it up for u one dae? alrite??? so sorrie my best frens.. sorrie sorrie sorrie...

2004-10-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

well well well.. hello.. pon sch! yeah! woohoo.. got a new post.. treasurer-_-! woohoo.. yup.. den went out to slack at suntec wid potato. den there's tis grand adidas opening ting la.. there's tis guy veri shuai.. the tennis guy.. he is so gd looking.. n de best ting.. he plaes tennis! so cute la.. den de other guy hu plaes rugby oso beri cute lor.. hahas.. yes.. im crazy. but they r so cute ! haha. SEAMONKEYS! im gonna buy lor. wait for mi. after building fund.. i confirm chiong dwn to buy der.... hhaa.

2004-10-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

REality smack... tis isnt true.. wad de hell man! wad de shit is happening?! so many ppl is going down to N(A) i can't belive it.. almost all my good pals r dropping... shikai.. chewting... hai... deborah oso maybe.. junhao francis.. so many peeps.. its scary... de person i can't believe who's going is darcy... can't be.. i thot he was kidding.. but at the time like tis? .... life isn't very fair at times i suppose.. though i should be darn happy i didn't recieve the call..
shut up shut up... shut all these shitting thots outta my head... my gradma seems to be in critical condition.. i've nv seen my dad so worried.. nths gonna happen rite? ......

2004-10-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

well well... alritey... lol. ages since i last blogged. haa.. i got my results lerr. im so darn super duper proud to sae... *ahem* i like got 68 for my POA!! yeah!! crashed course de sial.. so happiE! den for my chem.. haha. i oso so darn high.. frm a F9 to a whopping B4 =D~~ haha *hip hip hurray *!! lols. yes im good.. i noe it! yups.. as for my the other sub,, they r fine.. scrapped thru for my eng.. heng arhs.. e maths.. haix... dissappointment la.. dun sae le.. fail.. hai... my chi oso la.. let mi down la... sigh.. but aniwaes.. i still did quite well la.. chem i got like ermm.. 4th in cls.. den comb humans i got like 3rd in cls... murder wenzhao.. so bleeding smart sia.. poa i got 10th in cls... he arh.. idun wanna sae la.. de subs i do wel.. he did better... haii... darn rite?!
next ting... chewting arh... wad happen to u?!?!? y lidis... haii.. i dun wan u to drop u noe.. next tym art hu pei mi? u pang seh mi sia... u remb starting of de year u alwaes "chop" seat for mi de? haii.. dun drop la.. i'll pray for u de! yes i will..! sigh...
aniwaes... nowadaes.. i duno y la.. i lost faith n stuff.. n is nt a bit like b4.. is like major de la.. i dunno leh... its like when ppl tok bout church stuff i feel kinda like.. sian.. i dun care... wazzup.. duh~ lidat lor.. i dunno lehh.. hopefully tings will start improving when i go for svc tml.. btw.. JIAYI im happie 4 u kae? esp when u're gonna share yr testimony.. i didnt go for svc todae to root for u.. well.. cos im reallie nt into tis kinda stuff ani more u c... yups..
well well... i found a new interest.. haha.. it's a sport.. n it's TENNIS... darn yeah m i going for tennis.. haha! yups... wimbledon has truely inspired mi to go for my long hidden dream tennis... i tink i gonna go for lessons like during de hols or sth la.. hhaa.. yup yup.. well.. currently.. still relaxing..n enjoying for de tym being.. im reallie happie nowadaes... i found a new wae in handling relationships.. dis wae, we haf breathing space... haha.. yeap...
MS KOH is so darn freaking a fuggling friggly irritating fag.. she gaf my cca attendance n frigglin FAIR. doesnt she use her puny microscopic brain of hers dat i bloody nid a good... she is realie like D-U-M-B.. i would b down for de promotion exercise deleh. den will beri jia lat de leh.. she spoiler la.. spoil my mood todae... dotty...
i hope realli can shift hse faster lehh move to a condo.. cant wait... they're considering.. duno can ma.. wad u tink?? i dunoo... hope hope.. dots dots... aniwaes... JAmie's still my guy... :)

2004-10-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

Jamie Oliver Rox! He reAlLie dOes.. *siGh*

2004-10-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

dum dum... blah blah.. haha... =)) yeshh.. im in dat mood againn...
hahah!
derr loOse screW mood...
im high on Coke..
i shld stop driNking daT...
itS reAllieee badD....=D
YELLOW CARD ROX !
can't haf enuff of 'em...
sho kewl..
too cOol to be handled...
i wan my yellow card disc back...
i lend it..ferget to get it back
mush gEt it back!
YELLOW CARD...
*sigh* they're shoo kewl...
love em

hey hey

2004-10-18T23:23:00.000-07:00

yessssssshhhhhh
new skinnnn`
woohooo!!
nice ryte?
haha
actuaLLi fouNd loAdsA Skn
budden tOo piNk
Saw tIs skIn cAnnOt rEsisT

2004-10-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

i cant stand my life.. haf u seriously thot of yr life? wad do u want frm it? well. i noe wad i wan. i want much more den how i m living it. i wanna do tings i wanna do.. nt do tings ppl wan mi 2 do.. i dun like to study.. i dun wanna study to be exact.. hu de freak wanna study.. maybe someone else but definatly not mi... im so fustrated... de past dreams n expectations i haf of myself seems so impossible.. so pathetic lorr.. i realli envy ppl hu can just do wad dey like n live life as how they want it... dont u? i totally agree wid jiayi when she saes dat those surfers can just enjoy their lives thru... all they haf ter to is surf n taste de waves ard de world.. so around doing wad dey like... SURFING... its wad dey haf been doing since young.. their hobby their career their dream... n de best part of it.. they get to earn money doing wad dey like... this totally sark.. so unfair... so idiotic.. so dumb.. so irritating.. this sux to the max.. urban life is so hectic n horrible.. dun u tink its so cool when u stay at those sea side or beach or country side.. where life is slow paced n nice.. u n yr family or alone oso can la.. den wake up in de morning.. so relax... enjoy... haiyah.. i tink i noe wad i wanna do next tym ler.. i wanna b a farmer.. every morning grow veggies den enjoy... nort bad arhh.. yaa... i tink i wan dat too.. i realli hope i can leave s'pore.. asap... n nv come back... so sick of tis place.. i realli hope perth will b a gd place lehh.. if its realli nice den faster go lerr.. but my parents were tinking of shanghai too.. budden i prefer perth la.. i dunno bout dem.. but we'll take a look at these 2 places den decide.. just as long as i dun stay in s'pore den can ler.. get outta tis sickening place... its so disgusting... a no privacy place.. ppl frm de other blk can just look into yr unit.. its tat near lorr... so irritating.. u can hear ppl screaming n shouting at the other blk.. hayoh.. being a bimbo seems quite fun horh? after watching white chicks.. seeing how they enjoy life by splurging daily.. i tink so too... hrmm... u noe.. all u gotta do is haf fun n spend money.. hu gifs a damn if u'redumb? u r loaded n dats all dat matter... after all.. bimbos haf bimbos as fren too ya noe.. so u're just mixing wif bimbos of the same IQ as u... gosh... waves of depression ish hitting mi real hard man.... hai... i nid sylvester... lols.. he is shoo cute... hai... *dreams of syl* lol... okie... i noe im being irritating... but.. wadeva... is tyms like these makes mi wanna go shopping n spend money... den after tat de mood will b so darn good.. budden... hai .... TML MATH... im still slacking... im dead.. goodbye cruel world... sign out... peace....

2004-10-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

OMIGOSH! i can update my blog lerr.. haiyoh.. i tell u arhh.. if i didnt log into frenster n check find out tat the damn iweb tingy is so virusy i still gong gong arhh.. so peeps... if yr blog got iweb ting.. delete !! haha. okiee.. half wae thru de examss... finish eng, geo, ss, chinese lerr.. ytd study chi like mad in de end. 10 words... i onli noe 1... devastating... sylvester rawk my werld. he's ish so cute... im feeling wae too damn good. okiee.. cos its de end of the week.. FINALLY. OLINDA PLEASE MAKE IT!! watching s'pore idol.. i like her la.. so cute!~! YEA!!! she made it.. smiliesss... =)))) i'm mad... white chicks soooo nice.... lols.. beri FARNIE LA. haha. exams.. study study study... yeaa..... i wan my yellow card laa... pl haben return miee.. peace.. scramble scramble.. i wan buy green dae.. shld i? hmm

2004-09-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

darcy totalli sux! dat fag... okie... yes... as i was saying revival for my blog la... haha. ya.. my com was kinda cranky n stuff n i couldn't creat new post la. ya. so im using sum1 else com to edit n stuff.. yaa.. exams are coming n tis is like freaking mi out! i must make it to 4express next year. i was planning wid my mum if i dun make it express next year we might migrate to pearth or sth. so guys.. if u still wanna c more of mi in s'pore pray 4 mi ya? haha. well... i dun migrate i might change sch? or maybe i'll just stay n slog my heart out for another year. hmm... i've been slogging pretty hard these daes n its scary u noe? i've nv studied so much in my entire life. de next tym im gonna slog sooo hard might be next year for my Os... but sumtyms de result might be quite dissappointing la.. like for my dynamics test rite.. i was studying so hard for it hopin to top de cls n stuff la.. den i did de tys sumore 2 diff tys.. well.. ub de end i failed the test by half a mark... den wenzhao topped de cls as usual la. so irritaing.. n he onli studied de night b4..i passed my chinese test.. haha.. because i studied 4 it.. nt like sum ppl... haha! ya haha!! blah... kae.. mi go do my stuff le..

2004-08-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

today sarked.
i'm croaking
i've no voice
i feel terrible
i'm lost
i've failed MATH
complacent
Failed POA
Chem, Eng.
made it 4 phy.
but comb. Science
better off dead.
tired.
worn out.
sick
*cough*
can't breathe
asthma
depression
back 2 da past.
is there sth wrong?
debate?
my group won
i didnt help
i dun deserve it.
to hell wif it.
Sick.
Physically n mentally
can't take it.
cant tok.
cant breathe.
dun wanna study
dun wanna stay anymore
4 express seem so far
private candidate?
maybe.
wif my character?
dun tink so
quit sch?
seems nice.
but no
grow up.
peace.
bah.